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Wishes of Mine


Books, Movies, Fairytales, Fantasy, Fiction: Wishes of mine

I like fantasy, fiction, and fairy tales. I know I’m not a child anymore but there is something inside me, something that touches my heart when I read or watch things I cannot see in the reality of the world. I want books and movies not to end. I want to believe that they actually exist. I want to go inside the movie or a book but when the reality struck me that they are like what they call them, fantasy, fiction, made-up stories. Stories! Merely stories, I nearly cry. T.T


Why can’t they be true? Why can’t I be a character in a book? It doesn’t matter if I have two cruel step sisters and a stepmother, as long as pumpkins can be carriages, as long as fairy god mother exist too. It doesn’t matter if I kiss a frog, as long as He will be a prince after I do so. It doesn’t matter if I have tail, gills and fins as long as I can breathe underwater and live as a princess. It doesn’t matter if I sleep hundreds of years as long as a brave prince will save and kiss me. It doesn’t matter if Voldemort comes back, as long as I can fly a broom, I can cast a patronus charm and I’m studying in a school of magic where all my fantasies can be fed. I know these things can’t be true. They are my wishes. Wishes that even a star can’t give. Worse, even my dreams can’t.

So what do I do? Even if I fall in love right now I can’t be Cinderella because there’s no Fairy god mother there to help me dress up. Even if I jump off a building there will be no flying carpet to give me a ride. I hate to think about that they are just books, that they are just fairy tales, product of someone else’s brilliant mind. Do you know how I feel? If you love reading books, maybe you do, but if you don’t you’ll never understand.


Me too, I don’t understand myself why am I so attached with this kind of stuff. They say it’s an escape from reality. Yes that’s true. When I read, I don’t remember all my school works, how I need to make my chores done, how dangerous this world can be and how many people hate me right now. Just like in the books, I want to think I’m a princess. I want to think that a handsome, kind prince is head over heels in love with me. I want to think that I live in a castle and my parents are the King and the Queen. And the best here is, even if a bad witch exists, in the end we will all live happily ever after. In the world, there’s no such thing as happy ending. Life goes on. And as it goes on, more struggles, more trials, and more hardships are to come. If this world is like that? You would want to be inside too right? 

Alright. Thank God, He exist. Because of Him, There is still hope inside me that someday, I’m going to see a castle greatest of all. That someday, everyone will be happy and happy ever after really happens. Thank God, all my wishes will turn to prayers and just like wishes it will all be granted. 
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